Don't Be Jealous Or Worry. I love you too. Just Trust Me okay?
ON Tuesday, 2 August 2011 AT 18:47
Today, my post is for my best buddy,
Angel. Well..girl maybe you think that our distance is become far and far in this few weeks because of i keep chatting with others friends,or leaving you alone in class,or i always get angry easily ( i think we both are easy to get angry when we're together /: )..Come on..I am really really not ignoring you. I never mean to ignore you,
NEVER. Just sometimes i feel that we are always together and i just want more fun maybe..forgive me but i admit i really want to find more friends [like Xinyi,Yisyuen&Yinyi] to join us. Maybe sometimes i leave you there and i go find them or whatever. But when Yinyi or who else call me,I'll ask why first and then i will accompany them for a while cause i think that they need me, sometimes. Hmm..i will tell you first or call you to join with us but you don't want {i know you prefer we two chat privately ):} so i just go alone and i just want to help them solve their problem../: I don't know that will make us argue and make you feel that i ignored you or i've been fed up with joining you every day. No Fed Up , Never feel Fed Up with joining you every day. Trust me please,Girl.
And..you know..why i didn't talk to you or less talk to you when we're in canteen..so..don't mind it please..): And actually i am worrying everyday. Worry that will you get jealous or unhappy again when i away from you for a while or a period. So if you thought that i am starting to treat you as a normal friend so that i can leave you alone anytime or what else then you are wrong okay. We are
BEST FRIENDS. And i
CARE you too okay?
Here to say sorry if i make you feel ignored again. I am not meaning it. Sorry for my careless and my attitude to you. Well maybe we're too friend so i just..LOL..i just showing my true face to you and i cannot control my mood sometimes. (Included what i said and what i did.) . Don't feel lonely or scared that your friends will leave you because of your a bit 'direct' character. We won't leave you or unfriend you because of that , we are BEST FRIEND, I can say that i know your 'pattern' and what you think sometimes. Don't be so worry. You're still my BEST friend. Still my Best sister.
I LOVE YOU. Get what i mean?
well i feel so weird because this is the first time that i am typing so much words to apologize and say sorry s: You're the first one.So..Don't feel that you are
EXTRA or
ALONE again.
WE NEED YOU TOO.
WE LOVE YOU TOO.
WE CARE YOU TOO.
that's all (: